REVIEW: My Name Is Venus Black by Heather Lloyd

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Published February 27, 2018 by Dial Press

I was pretty excited to read this novel. I actually started to get nervous at how excited I was. I thought that if I built it up too much in my head that I might be let down. But I wasn’t.

In my opinion, this was a phenomenal read!!

Venus Black is a high school student. Her teachers often told her mother how wonderful it was to have Venus in their class. Her mother wished that Venus was “ such a pleasureat home too. Venus wonders why her mother never questioned that there may have been a reason why she was the way she was at home. Venus believes that one small choice, action, or event; can change the course of your entire life. She wonders what small thing may have changed the course of her own life..

“if I could change one key detail, I would never have seen what I saw or done what I did that terrible February night”

Because you see, Venus has committed a horrific crime that has landed her in jail and torn her family apart. Venus doesn’t deny that she did do something awful…but she refuses to say why she did it. But one thing Venus will say is that it’s her mother’s fault.

None of what’s happening now feels real. Just a few days ago, Venus was hanging out by her locker at school, gossiping with her friends. Now she’s been labeled a violent offender, locked up with girls who will beat her up if she looks at them sideways. On top of everything else, she finds out that her developmentally challenged younger brother, Leo has gone missing. She knows he must be scared and she’s horrified that she can’t go out to help look for him. Venus adores Leo. Although he’s seven, he acts around three or four. Sometimes he makes noises and rarely likes to be touched. He often ignores people completely…

“But Leo’s always just Leo to me.”

But now he’s gone. And now all Venus hears over and over in her head…

“It’s because of what you did”

Five years later, Venus is released from the Juvenile Detention Centre. She wants to be somewhere else….somewhere no one knows who she is or what she’s done. So with a suitcase of old clothing and a new name, Venus is off in search of a new life. But in order to get a new life, she may have to let go of the one thing that helped her through these horrible years.

HER ANGER

But if she lets go of that anger then she may have to face the past, the feelings, and the guilt. Venus is afraid she’ll fall apart or that she’ll be betrayed again. But with the help of some unexpected new friends, Venus may actually be able to finally stop running from her past and hiding who she really is.

But it will still take a HUGE leap of faith for her to come back….as Venus Black.

WOW! What an excellent read. I REALLY enjoyed this DEBUT novel.

The novel takes place in the eighties which I thought worked really well. I LOVED knowing what was going on inside the character’s minds… especially Leo’s and Tessa’s.  There wasn’t an overload of violence, which I appreciated. Some situations may still be triggering to some readers though. It’s definitely an emotional read, but I feel like the author handled sensitive situations extremely well.

A story about betrayal, love, family, and forgiveness.

Well written and easy to follow, I thought the story flowed well, and I was happy with how it all came together in the end. I think that different readers will take different things from this novel. But in my opinion, this is a wonderful young adult novel that many readers of all ages will enjoy.

My Name is Venus Black”  was an honest and engaging read with a great plot and relatable characters. I’m very happy to have had the opportunity to read this novel, and I’m really excited to see what Heather Lloyd writes next!

I’d like to thank Random House/Dial Press and Heather Lloyd for giving me the opportunity to read this novel in exchange for my honest review.

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Throwback Thursday – All Fall Down by Erica Spindler

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Throwback Thursday is a meme created by Renee at It’s Book Talk to share old favorite books rather than just the new shiny ones. This is a great idea to bring back to life some much-loved books. Please feel free to join in.

My choice for this week is: 

All Fall Down by Erica Spindler

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Published March 1, 2000 by Mira

 

Goodreads Description:

Melanie May, a small-town cop hungry for the big time, risks her career to convince a troubled FBI profiler of the identity of a serial killer, only to realize that the profile she’s created fits someone in her own life — and that the killer won’t stop…until all fall down.

 

My Thoughts:

I haven’t read an Erica Spindler novel in quite some time, but I hope to change that very soon. I happened to come across this book today and it has had me wondering if I would still love this as much now as I did then. The fact that I can remember so much about it after all this time (15 years!!) has me thinking I would probably still would.

Full of suspense and crazy twists and turns. This was an awesome read. I really hope to read it again some day.

REVIEW: After Anna by Lisa Scottoline

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Expected publication: April 10th 2018 by St. Martin’s Press

I’ve read quite a few of Lisa Scottoline’s novels over the years and have always enjoyed them. However, I have to say that I enjoy her stand-alone novels the most. I especially enjoyed her last novel “One Perfect Lie”. And after reading the description for this new domestic thriller, I was really excited to get reading.

Nobody cuts deeper than family…

 

Maggie and Noah are getting a second chance at a happily ever after. And on top of that, Anna, Maggie’s daughter has come to live with them. Maggie hasn’t seen or spoken to her daughter since she was an infant. Anna is now seventeen years old. Her ex-husband had won custody of Anna at just six months old.  But now she’s back and Maggie couldn’t be happier. Finally, her family is complete.

Her stepson and husband are just as happy as Maggie to have Anna come live with them, and at first everything is great. However, it’s not long before there’s a strain in the family, especially between Anna and Noah.  Noah thinks that Anna doesn’t like the rules and that she’s manipulating everyone, but Maggie doesn’t see it.

But then disaster strikes….and suddenly Noah is fighting for his freedom. Will he lose the family he cherishes?

But if he didn’t do what he’s accused of…who did?

In my opinion, this was a well-paced and engrossing read that I sped through in just a couple of sittings.  The story is told from both Maggie and Noah’s point of view and alternates chapters with Maggie “before” and Noah “after”.

Honestly, I was pretty sure I knew one of the twists early on. However, it didn’t really bother me. In fact, I read even faster because I wanted to see if I was right. And I was right…partially. The rest of it, I would never have guessed. There were a couple of little things that threw me but overall, I really enjoyed this novel. The last few chapters were especially gripping and I was on edge wondering how it was going to work out.  I do wish the ending had a little more to it. I think just a few more pages would have been very satisfying.

I’m really looking forward to seeing what Lisa Scottoline comes up with next!

I’d like to thank St. Martin’s Press for giving me the opportunity to read this book in exchange for my honest review.

Music Monday – Elton John – I’m Still Standing

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Music Monday is a meme that was created by Drew from The Tattooed Book Geek. You pick a song and/or video and share it on Monday.

The song and video I am sharing today is:

Elton John – I’m Still Standing

I love this song for so many reasons. However, I feel like it especially applies to how I have been feeling this past week. A few things tried to knock me down, and though I felt like I was going to break, I didn’t….I’m Still Standing! Thankfully I had very supportive people around to help. I’m forever grateful to my parents and my daughter who were there for me and always have my back ❤

And to those of my friends who are also struggling… this is for you too!!! ❤

 

 

I’m Still Standing by Elton John
You could never know what it’s like
Your blood like winter freezes just like ice
And there’s a cold lonely light that shines from you
You’ll wind up like the wreck you hide behind that mask you use
And did you think this fool could never win
Well look at me, I’m coming back again
I got a taste of love in a simple way
And if you need to know while I’m still standing you just fade away
Don’t you know I’m still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I’m still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
Once I never could hope to win
You starting down the road leaving me again
The threats you made were meant to cut me down
And if our love was just a circus you’d be a clown by now
You know I’m still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I’m still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
Don’t you know I’m still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
I’m still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
I’m still standing yeah yeah yeah
Songwriters: Bernie Taupin / Elton John
I’m Still Standing lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group